I miss the old me when I did something with passion, lately I was dissapointed with myself because the expectation that i didn't achieve. I need motivation that I had before, studied hard for myself and didn't even feel tired. I remember when I did my best for national final exam in junior highschool. At that time I chose to stay at home and studied than went out with my family. A few months ago, I got my IP and it's far from my target, and last 2 weeks I got my midle-test score and I didnt happy at all. I should've change myself for the better one so i dont have to feel dissapointed again and again. For anyone who lost your minutes to read this, thank you sooo much night night from ms.grumpy